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Oh...where to start... I'm fairly quiet and pretty shy untill I get to know people. A lot of times people misinterpret this as being rude, and I do apologize if I come off as being rude. It's not my intention. I simply have a very difficult time placing enough trust in people to let them in my comfort zone. I suppose a bit of an explanation is in order...so here goes. Hope you ready to read a book...lol :P I knew, as far back as I can remember, that I was gay. When I was 14 I came out to my so called best friend. Of couse by the next day all of Harlan (my home town) knew. Needless to say, the rest of my HS days were completely devoid of any sort of feeling other than anger and hate. I was no longer part of my family either. My mother didn't talk to me for over 2 years, and my father felt it necessary to inform me I was the worst mistake he had ever made. I quickly fell into alcohol and drugs at the age of 15...mostly meth, pot, and vodka... Needless to say, I was a bitter little queen! lol :P Anyway, once I finished HS I just hoped on the first guy I could find and ran away from it all! Of course that was a big mistake as well... Turned out to be quite a looser...but thats another story in of itself. Long story short...he was a jerk, I got sick of it, and left. When I was 19 I met the man who completely changed my life for the better. He got me out of the drug scene and showed me that not everyone on this overpopulated rock was a complete jerk. I still harbor a lot of ill feelings, but I like to think thats it's helped turn me into a more tolerable, understanding individual. Anyway, sorry for the long introduction...lol :P If you want to chat or anything, please feel free to drop me a line.

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